Marys chile...ah bwoy..was born on crissmus' day!
Mary was also a star in the sky...the queen of heaven who gave birth to the sun or some such form...spiritual things in representation by solidities..god doing tings behind the scenes.
man...all this is too much fuh me. I preferred it when I did not know nutten and I could believe, and dream of far places, endless colour, brilliant scenes, great and glorious consciousness. now I know too much I cant deny..knowledge/knowing while better, facile, kills dreams..or dreams must be reorganized and placed properly at the edges of what I know and cant deny.
at lot ah wuk...too late perhaps ::confused:: when I was young the lies were easy to learn, sweet. but dealing with debunking truth is tears..can be tears, no palliative to hide head in hole and insist that the lies are true in effort to retain dreams. oh man the old dreams were sweet. this reality business is a biatch. but what is there up here that can be sweet. I lorse heaven, the Messiah in church every christmas eve. Handel had me in mind when he created that. I lorse the Ninth same way...my annual Elysium orgy. where is the fun up here ::confused::
but I cyar go back. try as I might I cant go back. and I ent gorne forward yet. I am in between...and wat is that but purgatory. the christians were right about that. there is a kind of existential purgatory..not hell but but not comfortable nidah
oh well! is crissmus mawnin anyway and I will not detour from my recently evolved annual challenge to the health gods at this time of the year, as I go indulge in ham and turkey sandwiches, with lettuce, tomatoe and special sauce..pepper, vinegrette and organic olive oil, a real nice oil that has a truly delicious flavour and a cost to match. the turkey too..organic and fresh...13.98 per pound
pheeeeeeew. organic food is getting to be truly expensive. I hope deh not just packing any oldf ood and calling it organic to capitalize on the price premium. man to know is a biatch. where are the old beliefs and lies
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