I Just Made A decision

I opened up a news presentation that featured the destruction of Palestinian children.

I have never seen something so horrible.  the hisory I know tells me this shit has been happening from the start in human experience.  yet this is the most heart-rending thing I have seen.

I have no more words to use.  I give up!  its time for me to use my time on other things come what may.  I cant stand it anymore.  I cant handle it anymore.  I will hide from it.

I have deleted all my links to news stations.  I dont want to know anything anymore save that which makes me feel good.  I will do nothng at all anymore save tune into things that do not upset me. 

let the world go. i did not make it, I cant solve, I will leave it one day.  time to speak to m family more often. to dig them and leanr them afresh.

this is pure insanity.  I dont want to see it anymore.  if I do I will join the crazies.  thats it for me!

LOOK IF YU DARE!




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You don't want to look anymore but you are daring others to look?  What's happening Maps.  Why are you sounding so dejected?

by daring I figured no one wil look.  the sights are not good.  I saw some of them before on Uruknet but some I had not seen before.

I dont know man I am jest fed up.  I mean I was stupid myself by I had no chance in life where I came from.  I made all I am today.  it aint much but its a lot better than most of thse out of which I came.

I was dumd and stupid but those who had a chance see how they behave.  I thought I was the worst human onearth befroe I learned.  those who are supposed to be better than us are savage, awful.

the question begs in my mind all the time:  this is all I am, human?  after al that religious indoctrination to come out of it into truth of life was shocking, took work to reconcile emotionally.

along the way man can find acceptance of life and ways it can be made palatable.  life has potential but not the way we go.  it was not I was ignorant but those who were on top. we can make soemthng of this existence.  there is an increadile worl to find out and any kind of possibilites for humanity.

but we are stuk wih t the domination of people for whom I can find no description at all.  their behaviour puts them completely outside anythng I can recognise within the parameters of what I see nature and the human species to be!

they have control and do everything wrong.  they build nuclear power plants, make nuclear bombs, enslave people, murder millions, set up financial systems that impoverish the whole human species, make medicines that kill  millions, poison agriculture, engineer planets, control education and teach lies, conceive of and implement industrial processes that destroy the environment....

and on and on and on and on and on.....

what the hell is this?

there is no end in sight what these people do.  and they have co-opted vast sections of humanity to follow them in their insanity.  the planet is a pig sty, we are dying from all manner of consequences from their kind of behaviour but they wont stop.  they wont stop!  they simply wont stop!

is this all there is to existence?  is this all there is to life?  I dont think so but learning truth  to try to help change positively does not work.  and learnign exposes one to horrors, horrors and more horrors.  I find I am not as strong as I thought.  I do not have the capacity to deal with horros as our perpetrators do, to be involved and see it all and not care.  its too much now

time to hide my rass...at least for a while.  seeing those pictures a couple of hours ago really hit home I must admit. they disturbed the shit out of me, upset me.  I started this thread and went and washed my dishes, cleaned up my apartment..started to at least.  I am now back sitting in front my pc and I saw your response.....

its just impossible thats all.  got to give it up

so long

I agree .

I have become desensitized to the murders of Palestinian and Arab women and children :

By the Zionists and their puppet :

the USA !

I weep no more ...

they been killing each other way before the USA ever existed

Bannuhs ,

Y ' all can really  Justify shyte :

musse a Hindu ting :  ::

Yesterday kwami seh is okay fuh coolie people thief for 18 years :

cause black people thief de previous 28 ..... ::redface::

What should be an Educated poster's response to the these Murders ?

Any baddy wanna say ?

Would an educated poster Justify the PPP 18 years activity :

with the PNC previous 28 ?